How often has the this montra been the story of your life? Lately I’ve been going through it at a blinding pace which has gotten extremely annoying. Especially when I’ve invested a substantial amount of time into what I’m doing already. I’m not refering to Single of the Day, in a way it’s an extra thing to keep me busy so I don’t go out of my mind with all the fucking waiting that I’ve been doing.
I have friends who keep asking what’s going on in reference to what I’ve been going through. I understand that they’re interested in seeing me succeed and are genuinely wanting to know if everything is going well or what the progress is. However, it’s getting to the point where I don’t even wish to discuss it anymore because I’m getting so upset and pissed off about it. Not at them for asking, but at myself for putting myself in a very risky situation.
Never-the-less, I see it as a common problem today where too many minds, or too many people get involved in a process. Then everyone has to wait for answers. I much prefer to move, to be the one creating action. Despite all the action I like to create, my hands are currently tied due to things beyond my control and it’s really very depressing. The one good thing as of late is that I’ve had my house exterminated for insects and rodents. What a nice change to have where it’s quiet inside thanks to no crickets and no rats chewing on stuff. Now if I can just get the neighborhood dogs to stop barking so damn much.
I don’t think there’s much I can say about Jimi, other than he was a revolution when he came out. It’s funny how John Mayer is starting to play a lot of old Jimi riff’s and people are hailing John as a guitar hero now. Uh, right. John’s a nice guy, he’s a solid player. But that’s a dime a dozen these days. I guess John can just keep waiting on the world to change.
I’m tired of having to wait for tomorrow, then be told to wait some more. But I’m not tired of the song.
(** Disclaimer: If Jimi’s label decides not to wait until tomorrow to do something about me, I’ll have to take immediate action about removing the audio. The post will remain to show my disdain for waiting until tomorrow for something that never seems to come. **)