At the moment you end up thinking you have a problem licked, along comes a problem you anticipated but didn’t think would happen. Such is the case for me today. A problem that was supposed to be taken care of by someone else, had things that did not get done accordingly. Thus I was called upon to take those points to task. Which I did. The issue for me is that it put undue stress on me and did not take into account that I was in the middle of doing other work.
Nothing like having a breakdown in front of a friend because of it. Especially when he says: dude, I’ve never seen you like this before. Truthfully, I hadn’t been like that before either. One because I never been through it before, two, because I hate when someone tells you they’re taking care of things. Then last minute letting you know that they didn’t do it and that you’ll have to.
Because of what I’m feeling. It’s most appropriate to go with Stabbing Westwards – Darkest Days.
They were a band with a heavy vibe of dark subjects. I really dig the sound they went after and got. It’s not happy by any means. That’s why I going with them today. It’s been a bad turn of events. Without going into too much detail, let it be known that I do intend to fight with all my might. Though I can say I’m drained from all the thought that had to go into today. I’m guessing that’s how stress is for people who can’t handle the daily grind. I will say it’s not your normal day stuff, but still, I can’t imagine why people stay where they get stressed out.
On to the song. If you can’t hear why it’s a great choice for a dark day, then I’m thinking you’re not hearing the music and or their lyrics. For a dark day, they nailed it on the head.